My first ever blog post

So this is my first ever blog post. Get ready for some shitty grammar and bad jokes.

I'm going to start by telling all five of you lovely readers why I have decided to write about stuff.

Now 2016 was an appalling year in general due to Brexit, the Syrian war, mass deaths of influential celebrities, (RIP Rickman and Bowie) and don't even get me started on Trump. But on a personal level for me it was even worse. I lost both my granddad and gramps within 8 months of each other. I have only ever experienced a close family members death once before and I was too young to fully comprehend it. It's safe to say this time I was old enough and it hit me like a 18 tonne truck. I was distraught and I still am, life will never be the same. I guess you just don't think about it until it happens to you or I never did. Death is such a strange awful experience that ironically makes you think about life. So with them in my memories I have vowed to make 2017 the best year yet.

I am now acutely aware of how short and sweet life is, I therefore have decided to make a start on my bucket list. This list is monstrous and its only growing so there is no time to waste. I thought what better way to document this process than on a blog that no one will probably ever read. I will of course have all the usual content that you expect to find on a blog, me moaning about life, me moaning about the lack of Louboutin shoes I own, me occasionally making a beautiful cake only then to moan about eating it all the next day. Seriously though it won't actually be that self detrimental and I didn't mean for my first post to be so sad but sometimes you have to let the sadness out to be happy again.

If you are still with me and willing to come with me on this journey then I applaud you.

And let's not forget Leo won his Oscar in 2016.